There was very little enjoyable sleep last night. Anxiety and fear are not good bedfellows. A dream of ex-girlfriends packed in a seaside resort, and me with no pants, and not a one of those old flames in the least bit interested in that fact, well, it doesn't take Jung to figure that one out. Heck, he'd probably get it wrong because it's so obvious (and him so dead).
Up at a quarter after five this morning. Made myself coffee for the first time in months. I'm not sure caffeine is the thing I need, but the warmth is good.
Also, slight relief, my last paycheck cleared this morning. Hooray! There are very few worlds in the realm of possibility that would have denied me my check. All the same, it was one of my major worries yesterday.
Me: But what if HR puts my paycheck on hold? How will I pay my mortgage?
Me: Dude, don't worry. They won't do that.
Me: But what if they do?
Me: Dude.
On to worrying about bigger and bolder things...
PS Thank goodness I remembered how to create paragraph breaks. That business was wigging me out yesterday.
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